Life
1:40 PM
I decided to give my blog a makeover. Why is pink, black, and white and even a hint of gray such a cute color combination? I've always loved those colors together. Anything with pink, really.
We had a wonderful anniversary. We went out to Olive Garden (my favorite restaurant ever). And I surprised Jensen at work with balloons in my hand :-) His reaction was priceless. He got kinda wide eyed and couldn't believe what he was seeing for a second! So it was nice to see his little desk and stuff. Normally I wouldn't be allowed to go past the front lobby, but I coincidentally walked in at the same time as he manager and she let me come up with her and see Jensen :-)
Well, today is very cold and rainy. It's already snowing a ton in the mountains. I can't stand the cold. I miss the San Diego sun. Jensen laughed when I told him I'm going to be a snuggly teddy bear and hibernate for six months.
He thinks I'm kidding. Joke's on him.
Bye honey, I love you! See you at Conference in April! Lol
Life goes on, and I still have to go to work this afternoon.
I'm so glad this semester is halfway over now. It's been insane. Jensen taking 15 credits and working 30 hours a week is miserable. I rarely see him. We have such a conflict because one on hand, we want to be done with BYU like, tomorrow. But then we miss each other dearly.
So it's like, be done with BYU quicker and never see each other? Or be done a semester later and spend a little more time together now?
We're thinking the second one. The first one is too hard on us. We need time together and have a little fun while we're up here. Both options are really hard, but we hope the second one will be just a little bit more bearable.
Life goes on, and I still have to go to work this afternoon.
I'm so glad this semester is halfway over now. It's been insane. Jensen taking 15 credits and working 30 hours a week is miserable. I rarely see him. We have such a conflict because one on hand, we want to be done with BYU like, tomorrow. But then we miss each other dearly.
So it's like, be done with BYU quicker and never see each other? Or be done a semester later and spend a little more time together now?
We're thinking the second one. The first one is too hard on us. We need time together and have a little fun while we're up here. Both options are really hard, but we hope the second one will be just a little bit more bearable.
It was yesterday when this really hit us that we can't cram in more classes in one year and never see each other. We had such an incredible anniversary that yesterday I started bawling when Jensen was about to go to work because we wouldn't be able to see each other until after 9pm when I got off work. Jensen was even getting a little teary eyed. It's really hard for us to be away from each other all day. I just love being with him so much and being held in his warm, loving arms. Even if he's just here doing homework, at least he's HERE.
Tracy, you guys have been married a year now, aren't you used to being away from each other all day?
NO. He is my life. I'll probably never be used to it, but I have to live with it anyway because we still have to go to work and/or school.
Sorry, I didn't mean for this post to be so sad. I know we need to do what needs to be done. It's just hard sometimes.
Here, let's try to end on a little bit more positive note :-)
I love him so much.
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